alrighty, this is from the week so far...i pasted them from myspace...so this is the drama so far since tuesday.
wow, what a night.
i get harassed by one of my friends and he would take no for an answer. its all my fault.
i tried calling my 2 best guy friends to help me out, one's too drunk, one doesnt have a car and on the opposite side of town.
so who do i call? wally.
well to make matters worse i didnt want to cause drama so i didnt want to tell nedal cause i knew drama would start if i did. well wally calls him, robbie gets told to leave and nedal's pissed at me. goody. i dont even think i can show my face there again. i called wallly to find out what the fuck happened and why he told nedal when i told him not to. guess what he didnt believe me that i was being harrassed and couldnt leave.
so here i am crying and all this shit is happening and i'm not even sure i can be at aladdin's again cause i'm sure nedal hates my guts now.
the one time i needed help, no one is really there for me. it all blows up in my face and its all bullshit.
but i got ahold of wally and we talked. he's gonna talk to nedal and fix things. but probaly nothing will happen.
i fucking hate my life.
well i found out wally lied to nedal saying i wanted him to kick his ass.
i didnt want him to, i just wanted him to be there to watch over him.
and i found out wally and liz are together.
i found out wally and josh weren't true friends.
i found out once again i was only a good fuck.
and i'm still not allowed at aladdin's cafe.
well you know what, fuck that place.
fuck you guys.
yall are the reason that i dont trust anyone anymore.
its fucking over.
between me and everyone.
that really hurt me and i bet yall are just smirking about it and saying i told you so.
i'm never fucking talking to them again or even go near them.
that was a low blow.
fuck you guys.
wtf.
aparently i am slutty.
i have people parents saying that me.
that hurts.
i just dont know how much longer i can take this from anyone.
i'm not a fucking whore.
i fucking hate everyone.
it seems like only jason and ford are my only true friends.
they've been there for me when i am down.
and they always cheer me up.
i fucking hate tallahassee.
this probaly wouldve never happened in alabama.
why did i fucking have to move.
i'm already ready for the year of fucking 2007.
It wouldnt let me send you a message, fuckin myspace. But here is what i would have sent you:
Twinkyness,
Your so cute. Why do we both have to be so fucked up? What if we both never met our *unmentionables* and had good lives, and then we met? Would we be so similar and so different? Could we've had a happy relationship? Would we have even liked each other? WTF, i must be tired. I'm waking up early tomorrow (noon) to go to mosk with nedal. I'll get to see how Arabic people go to church. Weird. For now, it's off to bed. See you soon Twink.
-you hear "wally, " i hear "Cup-wally-Cake"
wow. that fucking hurts.
fuck you. | 
